July 2009
1 post
You’re no good for me My formulated drug an acquired taste awaits to sate this unrequited love It tastes so gray, yet necessary to sustain frustration Take just enough to get you fucked up Not so much that it drives you away
You’re no good for me, but I guess not bad enough. And on quiet nights I come to find you crawling through my kick drum Hell bent on deliverance of all the...
June 2009
0 posts
ugh.
kayler:
crankdatmatt:
kayler:
so my mom might have cancer again, and she’s saying shit like “i wanted to live another ten years”… fuckfuckfuck. this can’t happen again. as much as we fight and i say i hate my mom, i love her and i CAN NOT lose her. :(
i’m praying [to God or whoever is up there] that it isn’t cancer. and that she’ll be okay. and live another 30 years at least.
I already...
ugh.
kayler:
so my mom might have cancer again, and she’s saying shit like “i wanted to live another ten years”… fuckfuckfuck. this can’t happen again. as much as we fight and i say i hate my mom, i love her and i CAN NOT lose her. :(
i’m praying [to God or whoever is up there] that it isn’t cancer. and that she’ll be okay. and live another 30 years at least.
I already talked to you about this and...
April 2009
12 posts
just got to say a little about this shit what went down the other day.
I think it was totaly out of order from the cops and I hope that they get in trouble for it. BUT everyday there is much worse going on and the outrage I have seen from some people acting like this is the worst crime ever to have been commited just because its a little close to home is ridiculous. The cops from what I have seen...
Here we stand, so confident for tonight As I hold you oh so tight Here we stand, so infinite Don’t you forget what brought us here
If you don’t believe Then look outside your window when The inside has brought you down And there’s no sound To calm you, to need you I’m always around
We face our dreams with scars and stone faces To keep our fragile hearts from breaking So keep us close, you’re not...
”Nothing feels good like you in red and blue jeans and your white and night things.”
I know I post this alot haha but I love everything about this song the lyrics and the music just seem so right for each other. The do doo’s I just love it. Makes me feel happy/sad at the same time. So simple but amazing.
You shattered all my hopes like it was your business You came masterfully disguised in a masquerade of lies When all the while you were planning my demise The north has no place for a Florida boy who loves snow There’s a twinkle in the sky that says, “there’s no place like home” They say no two snowflakes can ever look the same And that they rarely ever land in the same...
You’re obsessed with arson And I dance through the flames Just to keep you warm at night And it’s so pathetic This is the last time I’ll ever take the blame Just to keep you by my side “Honestly, every word you say is a lie.” Mirror, mirror, on the wall Reflect on what I don’t deserve I’ll put myself at fault Cause she’s the fairest of them all.
It was just a god damn mistake. Stay at home, Because you’re way to good at faking. Love is too much, I’ll be just fine here. Stay at home, Because it’s always the same. Darling you fucked up.
Well I can’t believe you’re still in the valley, Wasting away. I guess they got the best of me, And got your all. But I’ll be just fine here.
March 2009
35 posts
If you havn’t noticed I am loving lights right now so I went to her myspace.
Then I saw it SHE IS coming to ENGLAND!
She is going to Manchester London and Sheffield in April I could go to any of those. I just need to get someone to come with me so either my cousin or gimpy!! If I showed gimpy pics of her I am sure he would want to come LOLZ. He’s like that.
Anyway we will see! I...
When you’re gone, Will I lose control? You’re the only road that I know. You show me where to go. Who will drive my soul?
ICEEEEEE ICEEEE BABY!
I don’t think you’re knowing how hard this is for me I’m not the type to say sorry constantly So I swallowed my pride and I got on my knees But still you just stood there as you stared at me Your ego is getting old How did you get so cold I’m looking at you looking at me, what can I do but say sorry It’s a little late but you know I just want you to be happy. ...
“I don't like jail, they got the wrong kind of...
bought loads of new books today alot of bukowski books and poetry. I really like his style and I have been watching alot of youtube videos and documentaries about him and he fascinates me.
I have a essay to finish before the 31st I have left it so late I have to figure out binary and shit and have like 5 days to read 2 boring textbooks. But instead I am in bed on laptop waiting till I can watch...
Watchloveeee this. She plays world of warcraft too omg me too like we have so much in common! haha.
my dog muffin
just went missing so me and my mum ran like 3 miles in different directions shouting her name in the rain then we met back up at our house and were like omg its gone and we were out of breath so my mum was like ok we will have a look in the car and we went about 2 metres in the car and there was muffin waiting to jump in lmao. lame.
But i am just glad we found her :D
I am pretty tired now.
Hijacked from Antpants of Bayside:
zombietowneusa-tm:
imwithpikemoulin:
antpants:
“Yeah, I slam them every night because in no way, shape or form do I back anything they do or say and I am embarrassed that kids these days are into it and am sad that kids these days are exposed to it. There is absolutely no substance whatsoever in their songs and no passion in anything they do. It is the musical equivalent of a snow cone,...
“I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling...”
– Jack Kerouac
Well I saw you fall back once love. But I can’t stay. Stay like this weather swirls, Cause you’ve become sick like this winter girl. Two more days, just two more. Now I see. Don’t you say that I’ve gone crazy. Because I haven’t gone crazy yet. I just lost my mind, But I still got you. Stay up late so you’re sure. Sure that I wont stray too far, But...
So earlier tonight I went to see slumdog millionare AGAIN with my step dad. On the way I put fob’s new album in and my stepdad was like why are they singing about doritos and I was like what the fuck and he was like yeah rn and it was at the detox just to retox part. So I told him what they were really singing and then he was like oh yeah ive seen alot of that at all my times working in...
Russel Brand on Miley Cyrus new memoirs.
“Miley Cyrus?” he said when informed of “Miles to Go,” the teen’s contribution to the literary world. “She’s only been alive half an hour. What’s she going to say: ‘The womb was warm’?”
lulz. the womb was warm.
I said “Baby, it’s Jerry, my cell phone is dead. I need you, I’m freezing my cheeks are rose red.” So you came to my rescue and kissed my cold lips; you said “Baby I’m here. Please don’t miss me like this!” But I did, and I do, and I will, and I won’t settle for my bed that’s increasingly cold. I dream every night that you’re biting...
I can be your umbrella baby, so get over yourself and get under me When you’re feeling under the weather, I’ll rescue you whenever you’re in need I can be your umbrella baby, so get over yourself and get under me When you’re feeling under the weather, I’ll shelter you from any storm we see
A cripple walks amongst you All you tired human beings He’s got all the things a cripple has Not working arms and legs And vital parts fall from his system And dissolve in Scottish rain Vitally he doesn’t miss them He’s too fucked up to care
Well, is that you in front of me? Coming back for even more of exactly the same You must be a masochist to love a modern leper ...
got new laptop today
It’s pretty sweet :P msn in bed now lawlzz
Has webcam tooooooo. I need to do work on it sometimes though lmao.
so punk goes pop 2
SUCKS.
like 2 good songs on it if that.
why are the cab on it. thats pretty much pop goes pop.
I mean their song was ok but just shouldnt be on it really.
What became of everyone I used to know? Where did our respectable convictions go? Your words don’t match the story that your actions show, What do I know?
Available balance £1,016.63
OMGGG most I have ever had in my bank for ages haha I actually got excited to see so much when I signed in but some of it is just lent to me whilst my mum buys this laptop :P
I feel rich!!!!!! haha that shows how poor I am usually I never ever ever have more than £1000 in no matter what! But when alot of it comes out for this laptop I will be sad :(
Studying pretty much all day
Till later tonight at least. I am really far behind in my course cause I have had other stuff to deal with so I just kinda left it. I have to write a report thing soon and I dont even know any of the information and I have 4 books to read before I can even do the report. I am going to get a new laptop today cause I got a grant of £245 and my mum said they will pay the rest. I didn’t want to...
Nothing feels good like you in red and blue jeans and your white and night things.
playing fob trail
ITS AWESOME SO FAR SERIOUSLY.
I PLAYED MY FIRST SHOW I SUCKED THEN AFTER I CHOSE PETE TO PARTY WITH HIS HAND AND JOE TO PARTY WITH CRACK HEADS IM AMING FOR REALISM HAHA BUTT YESS SO FUN SO FAR. IM GUNNA TRY COMPLETE IT.
ANDY AND PATRICK ARE PARTYING WITH FRAT BOYS :D
LOL THEN IT TELLS YOU WHAT HAPPEND AT THE PARTY PATRICK DID A KEG STAND FOR 45 SECONDS IT WAS GREAT + 45 HAPPINESS
LOL JOE...
arrgh
So i went to be at 6 30am last night and I woke up at 10 with a hangover and my mum saying omg you have to go to this job thing in like 20 mins and I was like OH MY GOD I FOGOT and 20 mins is not enough time to get ready but I made it! I need to go back to sleep after I have watched Jack Bauer kick some ass. We went to the supermarket afterwards too got some nice food :D potatoes and chicken....
LOL
Just got a text off someone saying
shag or pass the rules are simple text me back telling me if you would shag me or if you would pass send this to everyone in your phonebook you will be suprised
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL I am suprised anyone would ever send one of those to me ever. WHY would someone text that to me I replied with lol.
anyway that was funny. what if I sent one and everyone replied...
I want a panda.
http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/asia-pacific/7917363.stm
I chimed in.
So back from the dentist again lmao I am pretty much living there at the moment I cant wait till everything is done. Omg so scared for next time I go cause the dentist said ok matthew lolz I think you should go to the hospital to have some teeth taken out and Im like ok cause they will knock me out there right and hes like yeah and then nurse chimed in with a ”Haven’t you people ever...
Freshman 15 one of my fave bands rn.